If ANYONE still reads my blog, I should start by saying...I am awfully sorry that I have been so damn lazy. Please forgive me, even though I don't deserve it...love ya!

Now this is short sweet and breezy (kinna).

Named this G.H.E.T.T.O.U.T. after the following Changing Faces track that I've always loved.
This is how I felt finally after all the pain and hurt of my breakup in November 2009.

So leading on from that...a week or so ago I found out that the girl my ex cheated on me with and left me for has dumped his due to all his BMD (tr. Baby Mama Drama). When I was first told I kinna brushed it aside as unimportant.

But I've been thinking about it recently and I feel mildly ecstatic. Yes, I know its a bit of an oxymoron, but hey. That the best description I've got. Plus, I'm kinna talking to someone now, and I'm HAPPY in my life. So that makes it even better.

All of a sudden my heart doesn't shrivel into a prune at the idea of seeing him randomly. Yes, I've gained a few (or more) pounds since we split, and yes I'm not quite a millionaire yet (still working on it though), but I'm HAPPY. Even seeing him couldn't touch that!

So is it bad for me to glory in the fact that they split and at that to my lil' pile of happiness?


Unknown said...

No, it is not bad that you feel happy about his breakup. I guess it affirms a believe you may have that you are better than the person he cheated on you with. :)
It only means you are human, but you have moved on from the hurt (right?) and you are in a much better place.
So thank God and do move on because there is the possibility that he might try and stage a comeback(on account the he has changed; maybe):)
Yes, i do still read your blog. You are allowed to be lazy but not too much. :)
I love this song too.

Nsoromma...Child of the Heavens said...

Thanks for forgiving me and still reading, I'll try to keep up a bit better now.

It's not necessarily that I think I'm better than her. Funnily enough when I met her we got on really well, although neither of us knew the shenanigans that were going on! I just kinna hope she hurt him.

I have moved on from the pain, but I would be a liar if I said I was ready to wish him well. He is nothing compared to they guy i'm currently talking to *sigh*. But he'll get his very own post soon enough.

I've always believed that when something amazing is about to happen in your life all the old stuff comes back to test you...you wouldn't believe the number of guys from my past tryna get into my future right now. It means something great is about to happen so I'm kinna excited. I'd be surprised if that ex isn't among the rest of the crap tryna come back!

G.H.E.T.T.O.U.T. is a JAM!

Ghana_Hall_of_Shame said...

LOL It's OK to be estatic. Just don't use up too much of your energy doing that.

@ Tetekai. You know we always comeback huh? LOL

Nsoromma...Child of the Heavens said...

@ Ghana_Hall_of_Shame - Thanks for coming back! I won't spend too much time on it. I promise.

Nsoromma...Child of the Heavens said...

@ Tetekai - Have you read the next post. He DID try and stage a comeback...or at least begin one. KMT. Predictable as always.

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